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To Izah:
Assalamualaikum. May I just say, you are by far one of the greatest best friends I've ever had. Yes, we had our ups and downs. Apart from all the drama from the Science College, I've come to realize how silly we've been. I don't know what came to us. Well, what came to me. But you are a great influence to me now. So thank you. While I was friends with you, I learned that you are patient, and slightly emotional person, and for you, wearing a hijab is a sign of self-respect. And maybe I didn't quite understand it back then because I was always so tough, mean, and confident. I made a total fool of myself. But I understand it now. Being patient means you are strong, and crying is just a way for someone to let out the pain because there is no other way to express it. Just so you know, I did block you from Facebook. And I unblocked you just now. I'm sorry I called you weak. I'm sorry for whatever ruined our friendship. I'm sorry that I was such an awful friend to you. I'm sorry I was selfish. I'm sorry I made you cry. I'm sorry for everything.
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To Nana:
Assalamualaikum. You are an amazing person. Very creative. Very smart. But you lose focus so easily when you're in love. But i love it because it makes you crazy sometimes. When you are crazy, you make me happy. I laugh at the things you say. We shared so many secrets and you were always so honest to me. Even though a lot of people are against you, it doesn't really matter to me because I understand you, I know what it's like to have people going against you. You are the perfect sister I could ever have, you always have my back. And now, I wanna be there for you, I wanna have your back. But somehow something happened. I don't know what. You were out of my reach up until now. I really miss you. If I have done something wrong, if I have offended you, I apologize.
To Fatin:
Assalamualaikum. I'm very confused right now. There were so many memories I couldn't possibly remember. But I remember the secrets we share, the fun we had, the many many many many sleepovers and lots of cooking in the kitchen. It was a blast. But just like the other friendships I've had, something went wrong. I don't know what. I kind of forgot. I guess it was my fault? But it all ended with tears. a lot of tears. painful and agonizing tears. And that made me really sad to think about it right now, because so far to me, you are the most honest friend I've ever had. When you don't like something about me, you tell it. And you help me to improve. But I guess that's what makes you special. I was a bad friend to you. And I'm sorry. If there was a time machine, I'd go back and slap the person I was because you didn't deserve all of it. I'm sorry for whatever I did to you. I'm sorry that I made you cry. I'm sorry for the backbiting that I did that hurt you real bad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
To Umi:
Assalamualaikum. I love you, do you know that? You are an amazing person! I don't know why a lot of people go against you, or find you annoying and they even give you such names to insult you. I used to be one of those people. But when I look back, nothing is wrong with you. You are just being you, you are who you are and I loved that. The thing about you is that you don't really care about what others think of you. Sure, you're usually crazy sometimes but that's what I love about you. You make me laugh, you make me happy. And no matter what, you always stay as a true friend. What I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry. I did backbite about you a lot. And I was stupid for that. I didn't actually have anything against you but some people do, and whatever people were saying about you, I believed them, and I didn't believe you. I was influenced. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being such a bad friend to you. You don't deserve it. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
To Meza:
Assalamualaikum. I'm really confused now. Really. I don't know what came to me. You never did anything wrong to me. Well, I've heard about you backbiting about me but that was it. And I forgave you for that. But maybe that was it. I was hurt. I was hurt by the fact that you backbit about me but at the time, you didn't know me that well. I didn't know you that well either but by the fact that you hurt me, I did the same to you and I'm sorry. That was so awful. I guess back then revenge was such a good idea. But it's not. Not really. At least not anymore. I'm sorry for whatever I did wrong to you. I'm really sorry.
To Claudia:
Peace be upon to you. I guess you were the only classmate who I've been with for a whole of 5 years. You are quite hard to put in mind. I guess it's because you were always so quiet. But it changed, didn't it? It changed. We were more open to one another and you were always there to protect me. You were always there. You made me laugh most of the times, most probably because it was so easy to pick on you. hehe. You are intelligent. And neat. Because of you, I've had the most fun in class. Because of you, I learned to be more honest, and straightforward as the person you are. And I thank you for that. But I am here to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I didn't get a chance to protect you. I'm sorry that I couldn't stay in MS longer just so that I could accompany you. I'm sorry that we didn't get a chance to go out and hang out together. I'm sorry for everything. Wanna know a secret? Sometimes I wish that everybody could see the real you. You are a true friend. If they knew you like I do, they wouldn't wanna miss the chance of getting to know you better. I'm sorry.
To Shiqin:
Assalamualaikum. I remember the very moment we started as friends. It was at the school gym during Ramadhan when we had nothing fun to do. I always see you alone and I wanted to talk you from the start but I was afraid, I was afraid that I might brought up the topic - Basyirah. Because that's what I heard, you used to be so close to her. That topic didn't come out. Instead, it was Jaejoong and Kpop - THAT made us close. So when I found out that we were in the same class in form 4 again, I was excited. And somehow at that point it was me, you and Fatin. But it changed, didn't it? I really can't recall what was it that made us grew apart from each other. I guess it was just another silly drama in MS. But whatever it was, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm really sorry. I know we are friends now. But everytime I'm near you, I feel awkward, did you feel that too? Even when we hug. Maybe it's just a part of us that didn't want to forget the past. But I did forget. And I forgave. I just hope that you do too.
To Far:
Assalamualaikum. I put you as last on the list for a reason. Of All the people listed on this page, you are by far one of the people that I've been through with the most. We did so many things together. You are my soul sister. And I love you for that. Sometimes I really don't get you. You usually complain about how fat you are and how ugly you look in pictures. LIES. To me you are beautiful. Beautiful at heart and beautiful in person. I've been through a lot of painful moments with you and you are the only person who understands. You are the only person who would know what to do. And even though we fought like a million times, you're still here. You're still the same Far who is kind, and caring, smart and thoughtful. And those are the kind of things that makes you beautiful. Your personality is beautiful. If you wanna know what broke us apart, it was me. I was jealous of YOU. You may think that it's hard to believe but it's not. I was jealous of seeing you with someone else, someone else as your bestfriend. I guess during that time, I was so relief. I was happy to find someone who actually loves me for me. I was happy to find a friend that is like a sister. And I was so selfish, I didn't want anyone to take you away from me. You are far more meaningful to me than anyone else. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything that made us broke our friendship. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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